My walls are padded 

stripped down I lie 

the lights are on 

whole day long 

feel so sick 

going blind 

can´t hurt myself 

though so eager to bleed 



These walls seem to bleed 



I want to pound my head 

against my knees 

peel off my skin 

or rip it off 

my brain is crippled 

can´t feel a thing 

smother me, under heavy weights 



White coat paranoia