I tried to tell you that there's always 

two sides to the blade 

I saw my future cave in from the roots of decay 

The dark cloud started dancing all over the sun 

Whatever it took to make my blood run 

I had a ways to go 

Sorrow that you'll never know 

But lately it's beginning to show 

And I tell myself never again 



The armies of doubt were playing war in my head 

I couldn't recover from the things that they said 

Crash landed in the safehouse under the stairs 

Last place on earth where anyone cares 

Never dreamed I'd fall to this 

Something that I couldn't resist 

And now I just clench my fists 

And I tell myself never again 



Run silent, run deep, run as fast as you can 

Let the rest of the world slide through your hands 

Old habits die hard like a fatal disease 

They cut you so deep, you can never come clean 

I've got a past to pay 

I got demons to face 

I can't just run away 

But I tell myself never again