Im lying wide awake in the bed

My eyes are closed I may be dead

Its getting late but I'm not sleeping



The clock is ticking on the wall

My phone is flat and still you call

And soon the pain comes creeping



I should be patching up my heart

But I don't know where I should start

So I sit here and I wonder to myself



What the hell was I thinking?

How the hell could I know?

What the hell was I thinking?

When I let you go.

What the hell was I thinking?

And what the hell have I done?



My friends all think that I'm a bore

But I don't need them anymore

I just gotta do this my way



If I could travel back in time

I'd go right back and change my mind

Back when everything was OK



I hope you're happy now you're free

But what about poor little me?

I just sit here and wonder to myself.



What the hell was I thinking?

How the hell could I know?

What the hell was I thinking?

When I let you go.

What the hell was I thinking?

And what the hell have I done?



If you give me one more chance,

Let me make a change of plans.

-I'll make it up to you.

And if you take a second look,

Forget about the road I took.

I cant sit here and wonder to myself.



What the hell was I thinking?

How the hell could I know?

What the hell was I thinking?

When I let you go.

What the hell was I thinking?

And what the hell have I done?



What the hell was I thinking?

How the hell could I know?

What the hell was I thinking?

When I let you go.

What the hell was I thinking?

And what the hell have I done?