At a certain point it happens

Life becomes to real

And nothing can hold back

What is about to be



I don't know how close we need to get

To blind out the surroundings and focus on the real



I know you're gone

But this reality is crashing down on me

Crashing down to defeat all purpose

I know you're gone

I'm just not ready I'm just not done

I am ever in resistant disbelief



When raw emotion gets in

The way of our throughts and words

We pass so far beyond our breaking point



I don't know how far we need to be

From all that we don't want to see

To regain prespective



I know, yet I fail to find purpose and form

I know, but the truth just makes it harder