And all I see are flaws 
In the ones I claim to love 
My heart is as cold and dead 
As the eyes watching me from above 
This cruel world emptied me out 
Then buried what was left 
Hollow and broken 
A sinner like the rest 
My body is falling apart 
And my mind is even worse 
I can't keep living this 
My existence is a curse 
God is laughing 
I can hear it in my sleep 
Black spills from these wounds 
He carves so deep 
Trial and tribulations 
Have worn me thin 
No body, just brittle bones 
Crudely wrapped in tattered skin 
And in my head 
Is a voice that says 
I'm a waste of life (I'm a waste of life) 
I'm better off dead 
And in my head 
Is a voice that says 
I'm a waste of life (I'm a waste of life) 
I'm better off dead 
I am a waste of life 
I'm better off dead 
I am a waste of life 
I'm better off dead 
But I'm as dead as I'll ever be 
But I'm as dead as I'll ever be