All my life I searched for thee

To make me feel complete

But only bitterness spoke to me

In a language I had to learn throughout the years

All my life I was wandering through the dark

Without any spark of hope

Never knew, where I belonged

Weary of life and jaded

It was just too late to turn around

All my life I felt alone

No matter where I've gone

There's never a place for someone else

In the portrait of a lifeless soul

All my life I searched for death

To make me feel alive

Now as he came for me

I've realized, that I was just too blind too see

In the I search again for thee

To erase this painfuly memory

These words of disconsolation

For they shall be my legacy