Heavy killing - new and sick vibrations now

A situation is awaiting the truth

This is a moment that will never ever

again allow you to be a part 

of my discouraged youth

Waiting for my downfall

I am here to make you recall

My memories will take you 

to what I have been through

Let me show you what is left inside

It was that institution as your last solution

I was to weak to fight the coming tide

Forced to feel a suffering

I have become a lifeless thing



Breaking on through with I am into

myself escaping from the cause

I need a heart that is able to heal

Because I have lost what makes me feel



Darkness tonight

In a world I cannot fight

These are the Killing Crises

And they are coming straight from you...



It was the process of awaking 

what has slept inside

The thrilling point of no return

I have recovered my strength 

that did for too long hide

Forgive your self for what 

you did never learn

Fuck you for you presence

And for destroying my life's sense...



A psychopathic youth?

I was dreaming of hope 

and searching for truth

Now I can see 

that I will never be free

And still I am more than you will ever be...



No, you won't hurt me

No, no, you won't hurt me this time...