Today was unexpected

Nothing here is how I left it

Each day that passes by just seems to feed the lie

Closing in around me makes it so hard to see

Now I'm standing on the ledge

My foot creeps closer to the edge

Freinds all know what to say

To make me puish them away

What they can't know about me makes it so hard to see



I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore

I'll scream so loud til I drown you out

Now you can't hold me down anymore

I'll scream so loud til I drown you out



So mamy days of silence

Too many destructive ways to vent

I hope they set something free

Didn't know they were out to kill me

Today I'll turn it all around 

Pick myself up off the ground

Sweat all the sickness out 

Force all the demons down

Stand up and set it straight

Get it right before it's too late

For now I'm feelin fine

Left all the pain behind

It's time to live my life

I finally got it right



I can still taste the words on my tongue sayin we're okay

But when I raise my head up to see the darker side that isn't me

So now I raise my hands up so tired of giving in

throw this all away and start again