Looking back at me I see
that I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you,
I'm always wrapped up in things
I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by,
something strong like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so

Cold to you,
I'm sorry about all the lies.
Maybe in a different light,
You can see me stand on my own again
cause now I can see
You are the antidote that gets me by,
something strong like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold

Never meant to be, so cold

I never really wanted
you see the screwed side of me
That I keep locked inside of me so deep,
it always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go,
so many things you should have known
I guess for me there's no home;
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold