can you help this life

a strangled by ???

from difference



the window seat has become

an unreflected form of

blind forgiveness



i know you should be hearing this in person

but i'm not at home

and you're not here

so patiently i wait here by the phone

for your call



i fought life

and i cannot lie

i wish a ??? could cauterize

a self inflicted open wound

i know how to guess again

you say that's life

you say that's life



all i know

all i know is i'm hopeless

unless i am ripping for you

cause the life that you give me is wholesome

every day

i want to

renew, renew, renew