the self-affliction fades,
 stones to throw at my creator,
 Masochist to which I cater.

 You don?t need to bother
 I don?t need to be
 I?ll keep slipping farther
 But once I hold on I won?t let go ?til it bleeds

 Wish I was too dead to care
 If indeed i cared at all
 Never had a voice to protest
 So you fed me shit to digest
 I wish I had a reason
 My flaws are open season
 For this I gave up trying
 One good turn deserves my dying

 You don?t need to bother
 I don?t need to be
 I?ll keep slipping farther
 But once I hold on I won?t let go ?til it bleeds

 Wish I died instead of lived
 The zombie hides my face
 Shelf forgotten with its memories
 Diaries left with cryptic entries

 You don?t need to bother
 I don?t need to be
 I?ll keep slipping farther
 But once I hold on I won?t let go ?til it bleeds

 You don?t need to bother
 I don?t need to be
 I?ll keep slipping farther
 But once I hold on I?ll never look down my deceits