You're so very special  I wish I was special
 But I'm a kreep  I'm a loser
 I wish I was special  I wish I was special
 But I'm a kreep
 What the hell made you think the sun rose and set in your ass?
 Fast I remove you from my itinerary
 I tense you worry and exaggerate
 becoming jealous at the drop of a dime  wanting to kill all womankind
 You are a perfect ten with the perfect tan goddess
 Who could sell Evian to a drowning man, honest
 Trying to stay sane walking that tight rope
 I'm throwing you off the deep end you better pray shit floats
 You gave me chills to your mind when Beverly Hills
 make cleverly deals, and now you think you Brooke Shields
 Hated my foes, now you one of they one a day hoes
 Used to search my ass straight for weed I smoked some days before
 I'm crazy yo forever goin farther than just screwin em
 Making me feel like Joseph and Mary's hoein in Jerusalem
 Abusin em is how they wanna be treated they nosy too
 Should I just slap em like Scherazade told me to
 You just a tease and you play like I'm not in your league
 Capturing my mind claiming I'm your biggest fantasy
 I'm unattachin, what think you can spies me
 If I couldn't hear your words and only judge you by your actions
 Your love is sorcery, drowning in emotion poisoning me
 unfortunately your memory is haunting me
 I'm feeling pains, that I can't even describe
 But if I have to bitch you fuckin buried me alive
 Your love counterattacks, unrealistic terroristic acts
 Like the Oklahoma Federal Building I collapse
 I want her back, but I know that I can't force her
 Thinkin bout takin my own life like Marlon Brando's daughter
 I'm a kreep, I'm a loser
 You're so very special, I wish I was special
 But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser
 You're so very special, I wish I was special
 But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser
 You're so very special, I wish I was special
 But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser
 I wish I was special, I wish I was special
 But I'm a kreep
 I'm back in town, stoppin it, makin perogative home
 She too far gone, provactive as Sharon Stone
 I'm feeling crucified by the very nails I
 Made and drove into myself, passed to the next guy
 Phones ringin in the middle of the night (Who's that? Nobody?)
 Your whole game is getting mad sloppy
 Meanwhile in my hotel lobby my hobby is removing groupies off my body
 It's getting cloudy, smoggy, visibility low, foggy
 Four and a half years, I screwed up once
 But this ain't your first time, don't be a dummy
 You got champagne tastes with fuckin beer money
 Fearing bummy we had ups and downs but managed
 Now the going gets rough, look how you vanished
 It proves that life is a comedian like Martin Short
 You standin next to me I wanna file a missing child report
 To find the girl we'd always planned we'd run away together
 Pray together had a child swore we'd stay together
 You had your chance shoulda been nice
 your game is deader than Vincent Price
 Giving up your ass like you Heidi Floess
 Fuck your pink cop crossing guard obsession
 You're half-dresses looking like a Soul Train scrambable contestant
 (bitch)
 In my arena, should I fight or just leave her
 Catch amenesia it's enough to make me catch a seizure
 Catch a breather, Chino do you even need her
 Should I take the three-eighty assassinate her like Selena?
 I'm a kreep, I'm a loser
 You're so very special, I wish I was special
 But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser
 You're so very special, I wish I was special
 But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser
 You're so very special, I wish I was special
 But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser
 You're so very special, I wish I was special
 But I'm a kreep


 Yesterday I seen someone who looked just like you
 She walked like you do, so I thought it was you
 But then she turned around confusing me
 Babyface couldn't bring no cool in me
 No Love Connection channel five no Chuck Woolery
 Us growing old together is what I envision
 You dealing with him, but let's not make no haste decision
 The mechanism is getting rusty, you won't trust me
 You claim when I blow up I'll leave you for some mono toiling busty
 I can't believe you placed this cock above me wrong
 I know you like a book but I just cannot find what page you're on
 Now you put you in the middle, your voice is just a riddle
 Say you want me back then change your personality like Cybill
 How hard I try, I just cry more
 With no reason to live, many to die for
 Now as I sit in a smoky bar the night about to end
 I'm passing time with strangers but this bottle is my only friend
 Across the room I see a couple with no cares at all
 Hugged up kissing reminding me of us before our fall
 High so full of hope and passion looking at her man
 The way you used to look at me when I just held your hand
 You gave me vast pain, to live in the fast lane
 I caught the last plane, to give you my last name
 I'm caught up, my family come first, that's how I'm brought up
 This tragedy's worse, than one I coulda thought up
 The couple stood up, I'm feeling drugged like I took Mescaline
 The couple I've been watching all the time it was her and him...
 I'm a kreep, I'm a loser
 You're so very special, I wish I was special
 But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser
 I wish I was special, you're so very special
 But I'm a kreep, I'm a loser
 You're so very special, I wish I was special
 But I'm a kreep...
 ...on Fantasy Island