It's sickening! And it's getting worse.

My predicament is getting me immersed.

With all damage done I'm throwing in the towel,

I can't carry on resorting to denial.



My catalyst,

My lovely narcissist,

I died as we kissed,

I've been a masochist.



There's nothing to salvage, nothing to save,

No memories to nurture and nothing to say,

We've learned to cover up the ugly truth,

Ignorance and selfishness had ravished our youth.



My catalyst,

My lovely narcissist,

I died as we kissed,

I've been a masochist.



Obsessively we're good at lust,

Perpetually we both suck at trust.

(I want to hurt you so much I hurt myself instead

Just to make sure we're still not dead.)

No sacrifice is good enough,

It's getting worse, cuz we suck at love.

(I want to get to the real you, but go ahead.

Prove me wrong, pretend that you've never bled.)



I've tried to drag you out into the sunlight,

I thought I've shined on you but then I figured that I'm 

not bright enough.

We're sheer perfection when we pretend we've got nothing 

to hide,

Both insecure and arrogant, cracking smiles and playing 

tough.



Obsessively we're good at lust,

Perpetually we both suck at trust.

(I want to hurt you so much I hurt myself instead

Just to make sure we're still not dead.)

No sacrifice is good enough,

It's getting worse, cuz we suck at love.

(I want to get to the real you, but go ahead.

Prove me wrong, pretend that you've never bled.)



Let's burn down all that we got left,

To make sure we're not dead.

Let's get us as high as we can get

While we're codependent.



Come prop me up when I get obscene,

I'll cut you up in your secret dream.

Come sweat it out, it's time to come clean.

We're codependent.



Obsessively we're good at lust,

Perpetually we both suck at trust.

(I want to hurt you so much I hurt myself instead

Just to make sure we're still not dead.)

No sacrifice is good enough,

It's getting worse, cuz we suck at love.

(I want to get to the real you, but go ahead.

Prove me wrong, pretend that you've never bled.)



Let's burn down all that we got left!

Let's get us as high as we can get.