When I was young 

they gave me things I couldn’t check out for shit

I’d like to spit it all out by now 

For there’s no f**king way to fit

The world I’m pushed in. 

My view’s upset, 

They just wanna see me bent.

A torture chamber’s a f**king place where all my 

youth’s been spent.



Some need children, some need slaves,

But nobody gives a f**k about children’s pains.



Pains!

Pains!

Pains!!!



I know for sure – 

They wanted a calm multifunctional robotic creature at 

hand

to call, to send, to construct and spend, to keep at 

bay, to command.

They thought knocking me down was enough 

to show me all of their love

(And all such stuff). 

It took ten years for anything to make me laugh.



Some need children, some need slaves,

But nobody gives a f**k about children’s pains.



Endless nightmare!

I’m the subject of their



Damned experiment!

The bottom line is malice.

Damned experiment!

I’m scared like little Alice.

Damned experiment!!!

Girls turn into wrecked toys!

Damned experiment!!!

Boys turn to broken boys!



Sssstop!

Please

Stop!



Somebody please!

explain me: is it a nature’s prenatal joke

Or something else… 

All I know: my body’s a damned f**king yoke…

No matter why, no matter how but it’s here and eats me 

alive:

An unstoppable pain for days, for months, for years, 

for a whole life. 



They f**k my brains

And pretend they’re the most loving parents, but yet 

they pervert

My every word, my every breath, they leave me nothing 

but death.

Lost my health, fell downstairs, 

hung myself, cut my veins –

They don’t give a f**k why the hell!

But give me a thousand wrong names . 



Some need people, some need shit.

The damned motherf**kers don’t care what they did.



Endless nightmare!

I’m the subject of their



Damned experiment!

The bottom line is malice.

Damned experiment!

I’m scared like little Alicec

Damned experiment!!!

Boys never turn to girls!

Damned experiment!!!

Girls never turn to boys!



While the other ones were growing

Like happy flowers in the sun…

I was scratching, I was clawing

cuz I'm condemned to be alone.



(Hold!) What have I got to hold on to?

(Dad!) You’re not a dad – I don’t want you!

(Birth!) Don’t understand what I’m born for.

(Mom!) You turned your back on me – I’m living no more!

(Doubt!) I don’t believe their pretension.

(Pain!) Who’ll stop this pains penetration?!

(Hope!) Hope someone comes here to stop it.

(Please!) I’m in the torture room: someone unlock it!



Endless nightmare!

I’m the subject of their



Damned experiment!

The bottom line is malice.

Damned experiment!

I’m scared like little Alice.

Damned experiment!!!

Some will lose and perish!

Damned experiment!!!

Others will fight and live!



Yeah!



Damned experiment!

Burned down my psychic

Damned experiment!

I’d like to die cuz I’m sic

Damned experiment!

Scared like little Alice…

Damned experiment!

I’m scarred with hate and malice…



Damned experiment!

I’m a scarred girl…

Damned experiment!

I’m an abandoned girl…

Damned experiment!

God, help your daughter!

Damned experiment!

God, save your daughter!



God, save your daughter!

God! Save! Your! Daughter!

God! Save! Your! Daughter!

God! Save! Your! Daughter!

God...