i've tried so hard
to hold it together
keep us together
forever
but i'm broken now
broken down
but i never knew
a person like you
could cause me so much pain
nothing to lose
nothing to gain
nothing will ever be the same

and i've kept it all
together
and you don't even care
and i've tried so hard
but you shot me down
do i want you back now?
never

the waves are crashing
down on me
knocking me down

theres nothing you can say
to me
to assure me that you
wont ever hurt me
the way i've been hurt before.
the anxiety builds up
and doesn't leave
until i have you in my arms.
any little thing
could trigger it
set it off
break me down.
im letting down my walls
for you.
i feel bare.
like no one cares,
but you.

i'm insecure.
i feel alone
but you can change all that
and i know you will.
but you can't change me.
it's just the way i am.

and i've kept it all
together
and you don't even care
and i've tried so hard
but you shot me down
do i want you back now?
never