I'm sitting here alone in darkness

waiting to be free,

Lonely and forlorn I'm crying

I long for my time to come

death means just life

Please let me die in solitude



Hate is my only friend

pain is my father

torment is delight to me

Death is my sanctuary

I seek it with pleasure

Please let me die in solitude



Receive my sacrifice

my lifeblood is exhausted

no one gave love and understanding

Hear these words

vilifiers and pretenders

and please let me die in solitude

Earth to earth

Ashes to ashes

Dust to dust