What is the meaning, which is the drive that keeps on hurting you?

My words are a double-edged sword, my wounds are your scars of tomorrow!

No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances.

Every step I make is wrong, it´s like a (fuckin) nightmare and there are no more 2nd chances!!

No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances.

All I can see is a horizon of pain (and hatred),

I just reflected cold emotions and I deserve the pain, maybe I´ll wake up one day!?

No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances.