The proof was in the pudding neighborhood called her Jello 

My man thought she was thorough - poor fellow! 

She fucked more niggaz than legal aid in each borough 

Favorite color yellow; cheesy racked tendency profound mellow 

The role of a serene sister, I miss her 

Undercover gossip put her world in a twister 

The setting is a sinister slum where sex ain't sacred 

By thirteen she was pro-active and naked 

Had a gift to give but she would tend a path not taken 

Twenty years old she wishes she was in The Matrix 

Years passed mad relationships ain't last 

Her esteem was the small amount of sand in her hourglass 

I told her she was beautiful she felt the opposite 

Had the pieces to the puzzle couldn't find a proper fit 

Each time we spoke she said, 'Something gotta give 

I'm glad I ain't got a kid cause I don't even want to live!' 



Mommy, my sister, her, she 

Grandma, auntie, my daughter, my niece 

My cousin, my wife, another part of me 

Is where it all started see 

But now we got chicken, slut, whores, tricks 

Skins, ass, pussy, bitch 

Hooker, hoodrat, that shit sounds sick! 

yigga-yigga-yo watch your lip! 



"Get out my mind!" she tells herself time after time 

Ignorin words spoke by the most high divine 

In her own eyes she was less than prime 

So sublime her smile upside down would decorate her lip line 

Words note this cry for help by a wise man 

Real short attention span, you know man 

Parties in her head leave her eyes jam 

Tears ran down cheek lane hell she would keep flings 

Gave it up for fake things, street gangs, and cheap chains 

Slept on the beasts who fiend for sweet dames 

Take her stride with guys but yo they was lame 

Hijacked a seat on my mental plane 

She wanted dedication but kept finding debt bills 

No skill, and life ills helped her to strip 

She would diet, crying, but didn't notice 

Pretty flowers get devoured, now know this 

It's like Lauren (flippin in the ghetto on a dirty mattress) 

Dreams of being nurse, a school teacher, or an actress 

Surrounded by self hate happiness pursued by the sadness 

she committed suicide on the Sabbath 

Young queen lost she was no longer a girl 

Killed by lack of understanding in an ignorant world 

She played the roll, but yo her supporting cast 

Was every man that lied to her just to get in the ass 



[In a whisper] 

Mommy, my sister, her, she 

Grandma, auntie, my daughter, my niece 

My cousin, my wife, another part of me 

Is where it all started see 

But now we got chicken, slut, whores tricks 

Skins, ass, pussy, bitch 

Hooker, hoodrat, that shit sounds sick! 

yigga-yigga-yo watch your lip! 



Mommy, my sister, her, she 

Grandma, auntie, my daughter, my niece 

My cousin, my wife, another part of me 

Is where it all started see 

But now we got chicken, slut, whores tricks 

Skins, ass, pussy, bitch 

Hooker, hoodrat, that shit sounds sick! 

yigga-yigga-yo watch your lip