kind of upset

but I shouldn't be

when things go smoothly invent problems 

in my stupid head

what's wrong with getting by on what gets you by I know it's no big deal

but why do I feel stupid when head my is happy

what happened to

my imagination

how can things be so un-intense?

can I arrange to be deranged

thought I might be there

forgot the shortcut there

I know I won't be there

forgot the shortcut there

thought I might be there

thought I was already there but

forgot the shortcut there

I know I won't be there

I know I've never been there

forgot the shortcut there