I see myself with nothing to do

Nothing to show for the last year or two

I don抰 have much left that I can prove



I try not to dwell on past mistakes

I try not to believe my life抯 been a waste

But it comes to haunt me everyday



Envy fills my mind

Envy takes up all of my precious time

It leaves me with nothing else



I've lost my pride

Jealousy has become part of my life

And everyone else can tell



Suffering regrets of things that I have done

I don抰 feel content with second to me

I feel like I let down everyone