I'm full of emptiness

Relaxing with my stress

Don't try to clean my mess

I'm happier this way



I live for my demise

I love who I despise

Feed me a soothing lie

I'm happier that way



When I die

Will I feel darkness in the light

Will I see beauty when I'm blind

I don't have energy for rest

Because I'm cynically depressed



I never thought living clean

Would keep me so lonely

Cure my healthy disease

I'm happier this way



I'm climbing up your walls

So you can watch me fall

I'll never know it all

I'm happier that way



When I die

Will I feel darkness in the light

Will I see beauty when I'm blind

I don't have energy for rest

Because I'm cynically depressed



My youth is dying of apathy and old age

Under my skin is a child running away



When I die

Will I feel darkness in the light

Will I see beauty when I'm blind

I don't have energy for rest

Because I'm cynically depressed