i'm taking a look

back at the mess

the stains

the smell

but now is the test

rebuild the trust

of my friends that are left

think i'll be back

i wouldn't hold your breath

for everything

you've done

I stand stronger

as the man that i've become

and i won't pretend

were blood

hard earned lessons

when you hurt

hurt the ones you love

my hands are tied for once

only through Him

forgiveness for all of the wrong that you've done

it would've hurt a lot worse

when you ripped my heart from my chest

if i wasn't already dead from the knife in my back

friend was the name

that you lost when your face changed

all this was insecurity

your part defiling me

friendships were born

friendships will die

but in between

were the lies

so close to you

so far from new

we've all seen you

can't believe we're through

find a sucker you can leech on to