I can't remember smiles on Christmas day

And even if I smile it wasn't real anyway

What I do recall is laying in the snow

And wishing I didn't have to go home

I know this isn't what you want to hear

But I'm not looking forward to Christmas this year



So I sleep on it, and dream on it

And hope to find the reason on this day

That I can breakaway

And start over, but I'm not so sure

That this one will be different than the last

And I can leave all of those winters in the past



I can always tell it's coming by the way

The silence winds are growing colder everyday

And I could hear the freezing hands of time

Slowing down as people pass me by

And I know this want to hear

But I'm not looking forward to Christmas this year



So I sleep on it, and dream on it

And hope to find the reason on this day

That I can breakaway

And start over, but I'm not so sure

That this one will be different than the last

And I can leave all of those winters in the past



So I sleep on it, and dream on it

And hope to find the reason on this day

That I can breakaway

And start over, but I'm not so sure

That this one will be different than the last

And I can leave all of those winters in the past