Don't lift me up

With your strong intent of dropping me back down

Are you like this?

Afraid to be yourself



And if you somehow get through all of this

without hating yourself, for all of this

just know that I will hate you enough

for the both of us



Spent that night alone

The first in a long time

Forgotten all the loneliness and darkness in my life

You lost a friend the day that you let go

to drown in the sea of regret and no one knows



That I'm alone and I

Can't blame anyone but you

Self loathing once filled me but now I know the truth



Spent that night alone

The first in a long time

Forgotten all the loneliness and darkness in my life

You lost a friend the day that you let go

to drown in the sea of regret and no one knows



Spent that night alone

The first in a long time

Forgotten all the loneliness and darkness in my life

You lost a friend the day that you let go

to drown in the sea of regret and no one knows