This thing pounding inside my chest
It's taking a beating lately
The blood that it's been pumping yet
Feels colder than the words that you speak
I'm a broken kid
I'm so irrelevant
And my confidence is wearing thin
They say to not look back
But I'm climbing a mountain of disappointment

Take me back
Take me back to when I was naive
So I can feel that glimpse of hope one more time

I did this all for me, oh
I did this all for me

Ha!

Whoa-oh-oo-whoa-oh-oh
Closed my heart but didn't lock it
You're such a bore
Waste my time and drain my pockets
I lost everything you gave to me
I want this all to change
I want my life to change
This is a war and I'm weak
But I'm in it to win it
This is
This is war

And every day
This crippling belief in myself
And every night
My tears are all I have to hide behind
And every day
This knot in my neck takes over
And every night
Success gets redefined

And I'm on my own tonight
And I'm barely gettin' by
In this war we're fightin' on
Wanna give myself to my bed sheets

Sleep is only a temporary escape
But life's not going anywhere
Myself, is who I recreate

And that so called "heart"
Just take it off your sleeve
Because you haven't earned
Your fucking right to bleed

I hope you choke

Choke, fall
Gasp for air
Suffer like me
For you I was there

This is war

Whoa-oh-oo-whoa-oh-oh
Closed my heart but didn't lock it
You're such a bore
Waste my time and drain my pockets
I lost everything you gave to me
I want this all to change
I want my life to change
This is a war
And I'm weak (I'm weak)
But I'm in it to win it
This is
This is war

Fight