Saw the face of dysphoria

Within a blink of an eye

I swept aside the loss of heart

Tore the unborn soul from its womb



The lens unfocused

The heart-strings out of tune

Crumbling, the walls stained with shame

Revolution breached the peremiter



Unraveled, I reject my inner turmoil

This order (disorder? ) in chaos, which pain contains

Unity in solitude, alone in unison

Deepen the thirst and hunger remains



Never was this body built to last

Taste this defunct love before the hours have passed

The absence of you stales in the air

Let me define it all in despair



To wrong past rights in a single stab

Into the future that has no name

I, the Judas and the apostle

Deceit is my face, betrayal my game