you said, you know that I will always

be there for you.

you said, youd be a sympathetic ear,

any time I wanted to talk.


theres no disguising the truth

youve been hiding, away for so long.

too long weve apart now.


you said, but you lied,

glyycerine tears poured from your eyes.

deceiver, deceiver.


you said youd comfort me at times

when I was sad and low.

you said youd never ever leave,

you said youd never go.


theres no disguising the truth

youve been hiding, away for so long.

too long weve apart now.


you said I was the first,

well thats the lie that hurt the most.


you changed the rules any time that it suited.

never explained what you wanted me to do.

my love was like a hunger, an endless aching need.

yours like the razor, that left my soul to bleed.


theres no disguising the truth

youve been hiding, away for so long.

too long weve apart now.


je suis tres desole, the words I wait

to hear you say.


today, annivesary of my birth.

no word from you, is that all im worth.

today, celebration of my life.

your name, my flesh, your name, my knife.


theres no disguising the truth

youve been hiding, away for so long.

too long weve apart now.


I never even spoke the words,

now to pass my lips unheard.