Dearest love, I hope this message finds you well

As these endless thoughts drip from my soul

Every single word secretly paints a fairytale

Of when we will  melt into one

Eyes forfeit sight to the pain

Cold scalpel's steel whispers

Tear at my very core

As I cling to memories of you

I am so scared

So scared

I need you with me

Were the last words that I wrote for you

Enough to tell you that in my death the

Light that shone

Through my painful darkness

Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile

It's me again

Is it me or am I wrong to be concerned

Will the beauty of your pen

Ever cross my eyes again

Was this all a lie

WHY???

Were the last words that I wrote for you

Enough to tell you That in my death

The light that shone

Through my painful darkness

Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile

Make it stop,

Make this pounding in my head stop

Fill my lungs with air

Give me one more day to make her dreamscome ture

( I don't know what happened...

who would have thought my life would end up like this?)

She understood right?

That i'm not coming back...

She understood right?

That i'm not coming back...

(I didn't mean to hurt her,not hurt her like this...

I can't feel my legs)

Make it stop

Make the pounding stop

(I can't feel my legs and I can't even cry....

How could somebody die like this?)

If my words even reach you

I'll assume you don't care

Never knew that silence could cut so deep 

Or that you could twist the blade

Now I curse all of your beautiful lies..

I love you and goodbye...

Were the last words that I wrote for you

Enough to tell you That in my death

The light that shone

Through my painful darkness

Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile

Cold scalpel's steel whispers

Tear at my very core

As I cling to my memories of you...