no one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should be

so knowing that you are where you want to be and I'm not comes as no surprise

but don't expect me to be happy for you

and don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too

I don't want your pity... I hate your pity


taste your vanity

its sweet bitterness as you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams

you took them all

I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile


as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes

I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy


beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries


suffer alone in emptiness

I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake

disgust lies deep within your empty gaze


beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries

send stares into your meaningless eyes


my envy can't describe how I loathe you for having all the stars

leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine

yet it's you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve

I'll tear off your face to see your smile


as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes

I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy