I'm a rat in a maze
i'm headed in the wrong the direction 
if societies the cure
well then i'm the infection
when i was younger i tried hard to a find a place within it`s structure
but the more that i tried
the more i fuckin suffered
its so hard, its so hard, so fucking hard to live this life
my gun is fuckin loaded and i'm begining to see the light
i knew all along that it was wrong, when you told me it was right 
all these fuckin' rules and regulations hold me down 
i open up my mouth to scream, but no one hears a sound 
cause they're too busy buying up 
everything thats been selling 
that's why i chose to live 
a fuckin' lifestyle of rebellion 
its so hard, its so hard, so fucking hard to live this life
my gun is fuckin loaded and i'm begining to see the light
i knew all along that it was wrong, when you told me it was right