Don't I deserve your gratefulness for this?
I am the one, who planed for it to be.

Still it's not me you see
So I walk away

Love passed on right before you
You could not ever see me
Tried not to look back too far
Still feel your eyes burn on me.
When you think of me, do you see someone else and just die?

The hurt of pretending
It tears at my soul
I yearn for an ending
I think you should know:

As much I wanted
You to be the one
I will go my way
And you will be gone

Didn't long to be with out, still I wanted to be free
So I could be alone.

How could you not protect me
Just save yourself from danger.
Can hear your screams inside my head,
Go I'll take my chances.
I just knew I would never be the one you thought you knew.

I wonder if I want to leave
I'm not the one you see when you dream.

Love passed on right before you
I know you never saw me
I'm not the one you long for
So keep your hands off me
When you look at me do you see someone else and just die?

The hurt of pretending
It tears at my soul
I yearn for an ending
I think you should know:

As much I wanted
You to be the one
I will go my way
And you will be gone

Ref
Didn't long to be without, still I wanted to be free
So I could be alone.