i guess it's been a year or two or three 

i let myself forget who i'm supposed to be 

lived for myself no matter what was said or done 

didn't give a fuck if i offended everyone 

another day still living in the gutter 

i never doubt i'm better than the others 

my actions prove me wrong every fucking day 

just watch me contradict every word i say 

i can't kick these drugs they're still kicking me 

if i could leave it behind who the fuck would i be 

defined myself for years by the rules i broke 

another drink and i'll forget 

if i can't remember how can i regret

another pill and i'll forget 

if i can't remember how can i regret

another bundle and i'll forget 

if i can't remember how can i regret