it was not posed
it messed me up 
it was her recording herself whisper 
what's it worth to me 
thinking one thought 
the advice to be OK 
break into children's hospital crying out 
don't fuck with me 

and i broke up 
without a note 
and i broke up 
behind your house 
and i broke up 


it sss a mess 
go go go go away from here 
food color poured out over her shorts mixed with 
i will make a gate you cannot pass 
taped to their loin cloth 
a sign that says WHY US! 
flip yourself off but say erase it
when someone sees you 
this is the worst vacation ever 
i am going to cut open your forehead 
with a roofing shingle