it's been so long, 

living on my back stripped so long 

my head is torn, 

thinking of way back forgotten it all



father you've gone, 

broken kid left back 

gone so long 

childhood left lost, whipped boy, 

his brain crashed screams 

yelled through the halls

breaking in, crushing, you stoled! 

failed 

try to tie the things you told! 

failed 

leave again, bring on back, so come again! 

failed 

turned away your fuckin lies! 

failed 

life so young, didn't even try! 

failed 

leave again, crawl on back, so come again, 

come again, come again!



lies told left me scarred 

pointed fingers blamed me sowing 

seed left spoiled childhood hero failed me...