Divine intoxication spills out the bores 

a self diluting fix that craves all the more 

destructive seasoned vet,full glass of sting 

a bittersweet triumph that weighs in each day 


Obsession-my falsest friend 

moderation-a fantasy that i cant win 

devastation-a hardship loss 

demanding-the pain of wasted years 


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Lift me up, 

tear me down, 

will i last through this glorious nightmare 


Collapse all that sacred,prey on the weak 

slow painfull suicide that steals from each man 

hells fire soon returns to rape the well 

prolific doom machine that hears our words 


I'm fighting the will to live, 

with countless persuasions 

i'm fighting the will to live, 

the endless tempations, 

its lifeless grip, 

that haunts us all 


Pulling from every direction, 

its lifeless grip graps hold 

yearning is now my dissension, 

its lifeless grip graps hold 


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