I've been here before
don't know where it was
when darkness occupied my soul 
my dreams they all vanished
my inner eye went blind
and fear took over in my mind
I'm in my hole again 
while you don't understand 
why I feel so sad
I know there's black and white
I know there's love and sin
I know that you can't always win
but what I'm living now
hurts so bad
I don't know who I am or could have been
I'm in my hole again
while you don't understand
why I feel so sad
I'm in my hole again
while you just take a stand
dawn catch me awake
but the life myself and I went through
taught me everything I gotta do
to survive my life and love it too
out of my hole again
while you don't understand 
why I felt so sad
I'm feeling whole again
I wanna be man 
I will be awake