How did it come to this?
 Once seemed like I had it,
 But now it's gone
 For long time I waited
 For long time I believed
 Only to find my own disenchantment

 Complexity devouring innocence
 Reality crushing fantasy
 Selling out my blood for forgiveness
 Giving away joy to receive discontent

 Everything seemed clear before,
 Now I don't know who I am anymore
 Sweet asphyxia growing inside

 There's nothing you say that will mean something for me
 There's nothing you do that will bring me back
 Slowly falling apart even when nobody realizes

 You see me smiling but I'm not there
 I hear you talking but I don't care
 Dense atmosphere of despair,
 Silent descending to end

 Black innertia disintegration