[U-God]

I don't know where to begin, or where to start

All I know is I broke my mother heart

It started way back with a little weed

Then it grew into acid, coke and speed

I became that monster with a need to feed

Was it greed? No, I just needed to freeze

Then I dibbled in this, then I dabbled in that

Then the next thing you know, I was exposed to crack

And I guess curiosity killed the cat

And the way that it look, ain't no turning back

And I used to have the hook up, g'sll splurge

Now, I just cook up to feed my herbs

Now, people just look up, like he's the third

Cuz he walk around town like he's a bird

Instead of money it was drugs that he prefered

Say no to the substance, heed my words



[Chorus x2: U-God]

I don't love the drugs, drugs love me

It's the coke, and the weed, and the ecstasy

It's a terrible disease, that go down down deep

And all day long it be calling me



[U-God]

My father, he had dope fiend arms

Lord, thank you Jesus, thank you Jesus for moms

Damn, I did her wrong, not a pot to piss in

And the, TV's missing, couldn't stop the addiction

Damn, that cause friction, I broke the trust

Huh, how could I tell her that I smoked it up

And I smoked the red dust, to fight the demons

And I need a head rush, cuz tonight I'm fiending

Not for the nicotine, the pipe I'm screaming

And the monkey on my back, can't fight the feeling

And I did a robbery, I broke the clip

And I caught a lottery ticket and smoked the dip

Life fucked up, nigga, I choked my bitch

Police tried to cuff me and I broke the stick

I'm as low as I can get, low as I can get, nigga

Low, low, need another hit, nigga



[Chorus x2]



[U-God]

I love getting high, throwing dick to dames

Lived life to the fullest like my name Rick James

I don't know what's more addictive, the chicks, the fame

Damn, I done shamed my family name

One foot in the rain, one foot in the flame

Ugh, rich or poor, whatever you call it

I'm a cigarette smoker, two sips from alcoholic

Got to change my ways, flush drugs down the toilet



[Chorus x2]