On the windows in my mind at night 
There's some things going on, some of them are not right 
I've been locked in this house, in this abusive home 
No one is there on the couch and I'm alone 
Inside of my head, things are unclear 
I don't rely on the person I see in the mirror 
And I don't die for the chance to be standing right here 
Sometimes I'm a smart ass when being sincere 


I see everything's flashing, I wish it would stop 
There's just something that makes me so nervous about cops 
All their pushing and shoving and macing my eyes 
It will only keep burning this hate that's inside of me 
Hitting me, kicking me just for the fun 
And all I keep on thinking is "Go for the skull!" 
To protect and to serve are the words you should heed 
And if you don't, we're gonna watch you bleed 


Wondering Why? (Why?) 
Not giving up (No) 
Nothing can break me 
Wondering Why? (Why?) 
Not giving up (No) 
Nothing can make me 
Wondering Why? (Why?) 
Not giving up (No) 
Nothing can save me 
Wondering Why? (Why?) 
Not giving up (No) 
Nothing can change me 


She loves me and hates me, it's all just the same 
But I can hear her screaming and yelling my name 
Now her face is all blue and her eyes are all red 
From the drugs that she keeps on popping 
Instead of me helping I'm learning and pushing away 
The visions and memories of things she would say 
They keep coming and flashing so I keep on laughing 
Bitch, you never should've fucked my boy 


I'm in touch with my fear, that's why I stay afraid 
And I'll stay that way until night turns to day 
And them nice words you say will slowly mutate 
And become the better part of you we all love to hate 
And well, speaking of fate, I'm trying to relate 
To the ever growing destiny and it's amazing shape 
They tell me I'm straight and then diss me all day 
There's a website debate, was it all a mistake? 


Wondering Why? (Why?) 
Not giving up (No) 
Nothing can break me 
Wondering Why? (Why?) 
Not giving up (No) 
Nothing can make me 
Wondering Why? (Why?) 
Not giving up (No) 
Nothing can save me 
Wondering Why? (Why?) 
Not giving up (No) 
Nothing can change me 


It just keeps calling me, whispers my name 
All alone I was sitting down in the darkness again 
All my friends, they are dead but remain in my head 
So I truly believe that they are all my enemy 
Telling me why, and I'll tell the sky 
That Hell is all real and that Heaven's a fantasy 
Capture me mentally nothing substantially evident 
Except that my head's a little fucked up 


Wondering Why? (Why?) 
Not giving up (No) 
Nothing can break me 
Wondering Why? (Why?) 
Not giving up (No) 
Nothing can make me 
Wondering Why? (Why?) 
Not giving up (No) 
Nothing can save me 
Wondering Why? (Why?) 
Not giving up (No) 
Nothing can change me