(feat. Destineal)



[Verse 1]

Surrounded by smoke my self identity feelin' nobody feelin' me

Nightmares be killin' me no different from reality

Picture us trapped, in a desert where niggas sticky and hot

Hot, broke and confused wid a extra clip for a glock

Why, nobody needin' nobody like I,

Livin' life confused and high when evrything die

Am I wrong for my own thinkin',

Do they like or hate me for the wrong reasons

When I can't control my alcohol drinkin'

Somebody close put some lead on me,

I never figured I get shot, more different times by my own homies

A crazy world that we livin' in,

Fuck friends nigga you work when you givin' in

Then they said freedom til them bastards rott

They said hustle til your basket crop,

My nigga thug til the casket drop

So I live watchin' my enemies,

Cause this world ain't no kin to me

And nobody no friend to me

Ridin' bucket, my middle finger symbol fuck it

While clutchin' the glock forty trigger livin' the way I love it

Light can't even take me alive,

It cost more to survive than workin' 9 to 5

My nigga picture your dreams up on a triple beam

And want it bad like a dope fiend, want crack, nigga stack cream,

And keep your eyes on your enemies why,

Real niggas know they live to die

And it seems nothin' really matters now

But I wasn't killed, thank God but still it's hard to be positive

No love when I ain't buckin' on my life alright,

Even though I bled from a gunfight

And who really cares if they don't understand

I'm a confused black man in this crime land

Snortin' lines ah funk damn I need weed just to calm down

Can't sleep or eat or put my gun down

And they tellin' me what to be or what they see

Through my shinin' eyes hopin' I help 'em if I did rise

But who gon' be off in my corner when I'm fallin' back

Like them niggas that I'm deep wid and ain't callin' back

They got no love for me, and Lord knows they don't care for me

Cause He the only one there for me,

But they don't wanna see me get out wild

When I'm at the point ah no return

Nothin' in the world really matters now

Cause I was,



[Hook]

Shot down but I wasn't killed

One life to live, thank God but still it's hard to be positive

No love when I ain't buckin' on my life alot

Retaliation on the pop, so it's understood



[Verse 2]

Let's take a journey through my mind's eye

I can't explain how I feel watchin' time fly

A dirty game am I wrong for my desperation

To stack mil gettin' high makin' crack sales and black males

Sixteen snort cocaine, wid mean mugs on they face afta the last drain

A damn shame it's the full moon, I hope to God I don't die soon

Runnin' through wid speed like a typhoon

Maybe the answer in The Book loc, dictionary thick

When I ain't never learn shit but how to cook dope

And I ain't never knew no national anthem, or no bullshit propaganda

Cause I'm to busy throwin' tipper tantrums

You wonder why they call me Gemini I can't lie,

So many signs to my mind's eye,

Wish I could fly and just spread my wings and be free in the breeze

Maybe that's why I smoke weed

And nothin' really matters now



[Hook]

But I wasn't killed

One life to live, thank God but still it's hard to be positive

No love, when I ain't buckin' on my life alot

Retaliation on the pop, it's understood



Shot down but I wasn't killed

One life to live, thank God but still it's hard to be positive

No love, when I ain't buckin' on my life alot

Retaliation on the pop, it's understood

[x3]