It's falling out of place again

Another day, another one is gone with the speed of the sun

Holding on was always the worst choice I chose to make

So please forget that I ever existed

'cause I've already moved on

I keep retracing these patterns

I'm getting caught in all of this again and again

I keep deleting these numbers because I know I can't keep chasing them around

It's just a matter of time now before my limbs give out on us

Yeah, even she said so sarcastically during a long night talk prior to three months that we'd lost. 

"Just run away, its the best way to fix all those fading friendships we've lost"

So answer this then, what's left to do when you've got no one around you?

When everyone you know is a ghost

When everything you hold in your hands keeps slipping away

Well, still you say I never give enough

I never open up

Well, you got it, here I am

I scream in front of random people on random nights of the week

Spilling my guts for strangers, writing my life on paper

Here I am