(feat. Sixx Nine (6 Feet Deep))



[BIG WY]

Dear mama

I've never spoke out holdin' on the pride

But I feel it's time to realese this pain inside

It was never a moment I didn't feel you love me

I just didn't want crack to take my mamma from me

I know it was rough, me and you at home

A young single mother with a son at home

With all the constant pressure

I've seen the scenery

But I just try my best to show what you mean to me

It helped me through it all, when my heart was torn

Cause I was in the jail the night to see my daughter born

I've learned a lot mama, turned my life around

I'm on with Dogg got some bomb we like brothers now

Thanks for prayin' for me, blessin' from me and my girl

And a character just like me I wanna give you the world

I just wanna thank you mama, for times you talked to me

I gave my hands to God and now he walkin' with me



Everyday in my life seems to be gettin' harder and harder

Thinkin' about doin' right

Steady doin' wrong, who's right? Who's wrong?

Everyday in my life seems to be gettin' harder and harder

Thinkin' about doin' right

Steady doin' wrong, who's right? Who's wrong?



[SIXX NINE OF 6 FEET DEEP]

Me and you was only 22

I remember like yesterday all the stupid things we used to get into

I mean mama had the hard times controllin' us

But that couldn't stop the state from parolin' us, we on the streets

Me and you - they saw me they saw you (together)

My younger brother we was closer then 1 & 2 (that's for real)

That's why I can believe she had ?? to do it

Mama caught us and you died at the trauma unit

It's a cold world and it's gettin' colder

Lookin' over my shoulder

I keep thinkin' you gon' walk thru the door everyday now

And it was a bad dream when I saw you puttin' in the ground

But I shake it off

Got to keep it poppin'

I'm makin' beats now got the whole world jockin'

But I trade all the money in the world

Just for you to spend one day playin' with your baby girl



Everyday in my life seems to be gettin' harder and harder

Thinkin' about doin' right

Steady doin' wrong, who's right? Who's wrong?

Everyday in my life seems to be gettin' harder and harder

Thinkin' about doin' right

Steady doin' wrong, who's right? Who's wrong?



[SUGA BUGA]

We used to go half on tapes

And kept card

Drive down the 'Shaw

Get at broads

Steady goin' my nigga

I miss you

To the point

I got to write a song my nigga

We cool homie (yeah)

Big Wy fresh out

?? just time for

He in school homie

And ?Luis? got a daughter

She looks like just blood

??? they all good

That's for moms and pops

They're doin' fine

Cause I believe that you check on them from time to time

Cause I can still feel the pain when you left that night

It's like a sign from God to help me change my life

This music? It's all we got, see me a blast (yeah)

Sheer me

Cause these streets just tryin' to kill me

The only child

So I'm goin' only down

Look out for moms and sisters while they still around, yeah



Everyday in my life seems to be gettin' harder and harder

Thinkin' about doin' right

Steady doin' wrong, who's right? Who's wrong?

Everyday in my life seems to be gettin' harder and harder

Thinkin' about doin' right

Steady doin' wrong, who's right? Who's wrong?

Everyday in my life seems to be gettin' harder and harder..

Oh yeah

Because grown men cryin' sometimes

Stuck in jail without bail, makin' grown men cryin' sometimes

Oh yeah...