The tree in the front of the yard 
is starting to grow 
now that we've trimmed away the leaves 
now look at it go 

and that's just how I feel 
now that we've started to reveal 
all the things I thought I lost 
and the hard time I concealed 
and that's just how I know 
how I felt the solid glow 
how I felt the bitter cold 
and no, i'm not going home 
sometimes you just wouldn't dare 
sometimes you can't go home 
sometimes you're already there 
when i look at you, i'm there 

the blood pooled at my legs is starting to flow 
now that you came along 
and made what was so broken whole 
but I still feel sick at this place that I have built 
maybe it's not real, man, this is how I feel 
and if it just gets worst, yeah, if I never heal 
well, those are just the breaks man 
cause I'm not going home 
and I don't fucking care 
sometimes you can't go home 
sometimes you're already there 
and I look at you, i'm there 
yeah, I'm there 
when I look at you, I'm there 
yeah, I'm there 

oh my god 
oh my god 

I'm not going home 
no, I am already there 
I'm not going home 
I'm already there 
no, I'm not going home 
no, I am already there