Don't know if I'll make it through this winter 
Without you by my side
I waited for you so long 
While I traveled far and wide
Convinced myself there's no one better
So how can I deny
Your love, it's like a thorn into my side

My friends they understand me better 
But don't whisper goodnight
I want a lover and a sister
But we know that's not right
You used to listen to my music
I always wondered why
I wish I could pretend you make me try

I want the days to come
I want these sleepless nights to end
I lie here thinking how I lost you
To all your stupid friends
You made me feel so foolish
For the twenty-second time
Your love might be
The last time that I try

Don't know if I'll make it through this winter 
Without you on my own
I waited here for you forever
I can't believe you'd go
I may not have the answers
But I'd rather never know
Your love was such a heavy, heavy blow

Goodnight my love
You seemed so nice 'til I knew you better
Now I can tell you're always thinking twice
About what might be better
On the outside, there's no conscience
You're a victim of your cautiousness
You don't try, you just lie there hoping
That someone will come to make it right