I don't think I ever know if I really want it

Could be why I'm never sure if I ever really got it

And I guess it's maybe easier not to think too much about it...



A house a car a family and friends

Yeah, it all means to justify the ends



But sometimes...I wonder...in the back of my mind

Sometimes...I wonder...if I'm wasting all my time

Sometimes...I wonder...if I'm putting off my real life...



What I could've done, where I could've been

When I should've gone, when I should've seen

Who I would've loved, how I would've dreamed

And if it's always always too late...



I don't think I ever know that I ever really need it

Could be why I'm never sure that I ever really feel it

And I think it's maybe easier to guess I really mean it...



A house! A car! A family and friends!

Yeah, all it means to justify the ends



But sometimes...I wonder...



A girl! A smile! A holiday and sex!

Yeah, all it takes to make sense of the rest



But sometimes...I wonder...in the back of my mind

Sometimes...I wonder...if I'm killing all my time

Sometimes...I wonder...if I'm giving up my real life...



What I could've done, where I could've been

When I should've gone, why I should've seen

Who I would've loved, how I would've dreamed

And if it's always always too late...



And every day that I let slide

Is one more day I never try

To break the world

To make my fate

And with every day that I let go

It's one day less I never know

If it's always

Always too late...