Numbed in daggers. Choked by silence. Hear my voice it's 
falling down to the depths of my soul. The demons are 
coming. I breathe in the darkest corners of my will. My 
life is crashing to a halt. Breathe. Scream. A loudness 
is coming that deafens the ears of enemies. Stay awake 
child, don't forget your mother dear. It strikes out 
against the ghosts and witches that lay beneath my bed. 
The demon awakes. The fire is set. Numbed. I stay awake. 
Tucked in my bed laid with fire and sweat. I cleanse 
myself. Prayer. It brought no answer to my shaking body. 
Hold me. The nightmares crawl inside my head. The music 
quiets the storm. The silence comes. Justice is mine. I 
knew I'd survive. Because I saw the rules laid out and 
nothing could compare. To the amount of loss in that one. 
I learned a lot from you. I watched you take your life 
for granted. That's how I knew... I felt your confusion. 
But you never wanted me to say. So I remained silent. And 
it haunts me to this day. I WON'T FORGOT! WHAT I LEARNED 
FROM YOU! AND I'LL JUSTIFY THIS END! ...empty..drink 
alone, unwanted escape...end up nowhere..nowhere 
again...alone there, when will i wake up. Can you tell me 
what lies ahead when all three years are filled with mass 
confusion. If we sold our souls to live the plan (it 
would mean) a life spent on our knees. A broken boy can't 
lift his head to see this side of brightness. The prices 
raide and crush the bones that once kept us so young. If 
everyday (could be a sunny) Saturday. Locked in the 
situation sometimes you don't know yourself until you 
reach bottom. Let's all fall apart. At 21. Will I smile 
and walk away? So I smile and walk away.