I was more of a sipper than a gulper but anything felt 
like a weapon in my hand,or at least a shield. But I 
could shift my weight from foot to foot and feel myself 
getting stronger in the back of my head. Parking lot to 
parking lot. In summer no one told us what to do, we 
never had to cut my hair, you never made me feel little. 
I'd like to say thanks. Now everything's gotten abstract. 
It's weddings and funerals. It's distance multiplied by 
when I get some free time. 1993 - when no one would sit 
next to me. Four days apart twice removed. We climbed my 
fucking tree. We jumped off the roof. Pizza, Pizza, Crazy 
bread.