The Abeyant
The Abeyant - Disaster lyrics
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(Verse 1) I've seen the beginning, I've seen the end result To be one step away, and then lose it all In the end is whose fault? Sometimes I blame myself for this At times so damn selfish Realizing early on that the world is not perfect It's all I can, to try and keep myself in check. A person so close to me, what would you expect? At times break down In eternal solitude with absence of sound But, what can I do now? I'd take it all back if I could Just a foolish kid so misunderstood The best part of our lives Lost it all, now I'm cold on the inside Now I'm out of sight, and out of mind Take it all back if I could rewind time No more darkness now it's time for me to shine. (Chorus three times) I'm going insane What more can I say What more can I say (Verse 2) So do I search in vein? There's no end in sight I'm walking in darkness in the dead of night With no path to light, I feel like I'm lost Just to see my way through would come at what cost? At a loss for words, slowly going insane I'm doin all that I can but with minimal gain So I pray, to see past this mirage I'm struck down, by the very hand of god Sometimes it feels odd, almost deceiving When all I wanted, was something to believe in Never seeing, lacking in faith Without a taste of things to come I face Memories I erased, so long ago Like a jolt to the soul I'm losing control. (Verse 3) I guess I'm still looking for something I can't find I don't want to assume, it's just a waste of time I made up my mind, that there's no other way out I'm overcome with pain like a shadow of doubt What will it take, for me to turn it all around? A heavy heart and broken dreams often resound But what now? I'm reminiscing on the past It seems the best things in life, yo they never last It's the path that we all walk The pain in my heart comes out when we all talk So I cry out to see if anybody listens I'm on a mission, stop all the hate and friction I'm left wishing, hoping for a better day With so much being said, there's nothing more to say There's nothing more to say There's nothing more to say