You're so cold

Trapped inside

Your private hell a slave to need

I don't know

What it's like

To be most likely to succeed



Only your boyfriend uses you said, black resin

on your hands

Your skin started looking yellow,

eyes deep hollow circles

No need to lie to me ....I was just a friend

Still you wouldn't admit it ....till the night I

found you



Black & Blue up your whole arm

Blood and tears both stain the marble floor

Nothing but a shadow where my friend once stood

God it must feel good

For you to throw your life away



You were evicted I too you in... to nurse you back to life

Repaid by a night in a jail cell, for your stash in my car

Otside the bank I knew

You wouldn't pay me back

Gave you one last present

then I sent you packing

Black & Blue up your whole arm...

Two whole years

Not one word

I wonder where you are right now

Are you incarcerated doing time?

Are you popping uppers in a mental ward?

Are you dragging a red shopping cart down Sunset Boulevard

Puffing a smoke found at the bus stop?

Are you strapped down at a hospital while doctors check your bile

Waiting for a heart, liver or kidney?

Are you passed out in a park bathroom head bleeding on the floor?



Are you over it?