Usually never cry at all 
I would say I’m pretty tough 
But it’s been a couple weeks now and I still feel stuck in my lungs
And usually I go out on nights 
And not think of you once 
But if they start playing that song 
I can’t help but to think about us 

Really thought I’d be done with the hardest part 
When I pulled myself out of my arms 
Wish I knew that was only the start 
And now I’m falling apart , 'cause 

Last night for the very first time 
You didn’t even try to call 
Oh I won’t lie 
I thought I might die 
I couldn’t even sleep at all 
And maybe I’ll get used to it 
But right now I just feel like shit 

So I kissed somebody else 
Just to see how it felt 
But all that was going through my brain 
Was your hands around my waist 
You know how to do it so well 

Really thought I was done with the hardest part 
When I pulled myself out of my arms 
Wish I knew that was only the start 
and now I’m falling apart , 'cause 

Last night for the very first time 
You didn’t even try to call 
Oh I won’t lie 
I thought I might die 
I couldn’t even sleep at all 
And maybe I’ll get used to it 
But right now I just feel like shit 

And if I get a little too drunk 
I start thinking 
What if you were the one? 
But I know that the damage is done 
And I still have the shirt that you wore 
When we first met 
It’s there on the floor 
I might kick it under the bed 
Hoping that I could forget that..

Last night for the very first time 
You didn’t even try to call 
Oh I won’t lie 
I thought I might die 
I couldn’t even sleep at all 
And maybe I’ll get used to it 
But right now I just feel like shit